crushed dreams

woo I managed to juggle my history assignment, shooting and editing and publishing in one day :)) that’s pretty damn amazing for me.

This is definitely my favorite Sunday outfit. Lovin my overalls.

Omggg they are so comfy and I have recently just gotten comfortable with wearing them, and that makes me pretty happy. I’m also wearing these new shoes that I recently bought which I have absolutely been living in. And I just added this really cute headband which just adds a little bit more to this comfy attire.

outfit details: overalls-cotton on, top-Bardot, shoes-miss shop, headband-kmart


Okay so I recently have just been dumped with this whole ‘you better start thinking about your future’ typa stuff and it is legit stressing me out.

I think the thing that is mostly causing me trouble is the fact that what I want to do with  my life I keep getting told is impossible, or too difficult and too much of a risk.

But I already have it figured out in terms of my ‘dream job’ and that should really be enough but unfortuantely it isn’t. This is what I want to do. I want to work in the fashion industry, I want to write, I want to travel and I want to publish my photos. All of these things combined make up my dream.

But I am constantly told that ‘barely anyone gets to turn their hobbies into real jobs that they can live off’ and that I’m better off leaving all of these things that are so important to me as just hobbies and nothing more. I think this is unfair and I think that if everyone woke up in the morning and were excited for what the day would bring and would leap out of bed because they love what they do than the world would be a much better place. That rather than ‘urgh work again’.

For some reason its only just hit me how important our life is, and that every single person is born with a talent and they should be doing something with it every day and doing what makes them happy. The fact that we are only ourselves once. I know this is hideously cliche but recently it has really meant something to me.

I don’t know, I just felt the need to write this down because it always makes me feel a lot better and helps me properly figure out what I’m thinking.

Anyways thankyou for listening to me ramble on.

I did a different shoot with this same outfit which I’ll publish soooon!