Urgh

Well hello there. I know its been a very long time. I guess I just haven’t made time to get anywhere with new posts and articles and stuff.

Buuuttt anyywayy I really don’t want to go back to school :(( does anyone ever feel like they just want to leave and never come back. Because that is exactly what I’m feeling right now. I want to travel to new places and meet new people, broaden my experience. I’m so sick and tired of dealing with the same people every day who create petty and unneccessary problems that overall make me so much unhappier as a person. I just want to surround myself with people that make me a better person and make me feel good.

Maybe it’s a sign to start working harder at my school work. I want to finish off well so I am able to do all these exciting things that I can see myself doing in a couple of years. I want to have an exciting life.

Well I guess that’s my little rant for the day. Feels good just to write this stuff down.

I’m going to try and post on here wayyy more from now on :))

Here are some photos that I took the other night. Turned out pretty cool huh?

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Much love

-A

 

mind

I like to think of myself as someone who isn’t a simple minded person. Just someone surrounded by all these people who are so focused on stupid things that don’t matter and never think of the bigger picture.

I like to think that I’m different.

I’m not different.

I’m exactly like everyone else. Stressing and worrying about things I have always despised until I’ve been involved in it. I’d like to think that I’m stronger than this. That my intellect can overpower and overcome all of these juvenile problems that at the end of the day help no one and don’t matter at all. I want to be able to rise above all of it, be independent and intelligent.

But unfortunately it is much easier said than done. Maybe I need to experience it, maybe it’s a part of growing up. We need to make these mistakes now so that we can learn from them and live more intellectual lives in the future.

This is exactly the reason why I despise all these self-absorbed celebrities. Simple minded.

I never want to be one of those people.


I guess this has all just hit me at once, all this stuff happening that I can’t really escape.

I’ve had an epiphany; I watched ‘How to be single’ about three times over the weekend, and even though it showed nothing that I could relate to I had watched it at just the right time in my life. I realised that I should cut off all these toxic relationships that I had.

And live life for me, and me alone. I shouldn’t be surrounding myself with people that make me feel like shit. They shouldn’t be the reason that I’m happy or not. Even though it might hurt, it’s the best thing to do.

I don’t need them, I don’t need him. All I need is to be happy and content with myself, be surrounded by people that I know will be there for me, even though I may not have met those true friends yet, I sure hope to at some point in my life.

See I was just about to say that “I see such a bright future for myself and that’s what I should be concentrating on now.” But that’s not true. I should be living in the moment, enjoying the life that I have right now, the age where my social life is at its prime. Because I won’t get to live like this for long.

For me it’s about having a balance; not completely removing myself from everyone around me, but being around people that make me happy and make me feel good, and to enjoy this time with them.

Oh gosh, you have no idea how good that felt to get that all out.

I think I might be onto something here, part of the key to a happier life. I think I’ve learned how to change for the better :))

Talk sooonn!

-A

 

new views

hello there,

I am not new to the blogging world, this is my second blog. I felt the need to start fresh again because I wasn’t happy with my content I published previously.

But here I am again :))

But anyway writing is one of my favortie things and I like to put whatever I am feeling into words and especially in a creative way such as this.

I intend to write for myself and based on my own views and experiences.

On top of that I am a keen photographer and very into fashion, my dream job would be to combine all three of these things and produce wonderful things.

After being in a very confusing and somewhat depressing mental state recently I thought that creating a new and fresh blog could be a new way to steer away from that so here I am.

I hope you all can stick around on Views for a while :))

-A

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