Well hello there. I know its been a very long time. I guess I just haven’t made time to get anywhere with new posts and articles and stuff.

Buuuttt anyywayy I really don’t want to go back to school :(( does anyone ever feel like they just want to leave and never come back. Because that is exactly what I’m feeling right now. I want to travel to new places and meet new people, broaden my experience. I’m so sick and tired of dealing with the same people every day who create petty and unneccessary problems that overall make me so much unhappier as a person. I just want to surround myself with people that make me a better person and make me feel good.

Maybe it’s a sign to start working harder at my school work. I want to finish off well so I am able to do all these exciting things that I can see myself doing in a couple of years. I want to have an exciting life.

Well I guess that’s my little rant for the day. Feels good just to write this stuff down.

I’m going to try and post on here wayyy more from now on :))

Here are some photos that I took the other night. Turned out pretty cool huh?







Much love





I like to think of myself as someone who isn’t a simple minded person. Just someone surrounded by all these people who are so focused on stupid things that don’t matter and never think of the bigger picture.

I like to think that I’m different.

I’m not different.

I’m exactly like everyone else. Stressing and worrying about things I have always despised until I’ve been involved in it. I’d like to think that I’m stronger than this. That my intellect can overpower and overcome all of these juvenile problems that at the end of the day help no one and don’t matter at all. I want to be able to rise above all of it, be independent and intelligent.

But unfortunately it is much easier said than done. Maybe I need to experience it, maybe it’s a part of growing up. We need to make these mistakes now so that we can learn from them and live more intellectual lives in the future.

This is exactly the reason why I despise all these self-absorbed celebrities. Simple minded.

I never want to be one of those people.

I guess this has all just hit me at once, all this stuff happening that I can’t really escape.

I’ve had an epiphany; I watched ‘How to be single’ about three times over the weekend, and even though it showed nothing that I could relate to I had watched it at just the right time in my life. I realised that I should cut off all these toxic relationships that I had.

And live life for me, and me alone. I shouldn’t be surrounding myself with people that make me feel like shit. They shouldn’t be the reason that I’m happy or not. Even though it might hurt, it’s the best thing to do.

I don’t need them, I don’t need him. All I need is to be happy and content with myself, be surrounded by people that I know will be there for me, even though I may not have met those true friends yet, I sure hope to at some point in my life.

See I was just about to say that “I see such a bright future for myself and that’s what I should be concentrating on now.” But that’s not true. I should be living in the moment, enjoying the life that I have right now, the age where my social life is at its prime. Because I won’t get to live like this for long.

For me it’s about having a balance; not completely removing myself from everyone around me, but being around people that make me happy and make me feel good, and to enjoy this time with them.

Oh gosh, you have no idea how good that felt to get that all out.

I think I might be onto something here, part of the key to a happier life. I think I’ve learned how to change for the better :))

Talk sooonn!



crushed dreams

woo I managed to juggle my history assignment, shooting and editing and publishing in one day :)) that’s pretty damn amazing for me.

This is definitely my favorite Sunday outfit. Lovin my overalls.

Omggg they are so comfy and I have recently just gotten comfortable with wearing them, and that makes me pretty happy. I’m also wearing these new shoes that I recently bought which I have absolutely been living in. And I just added this really cute headband which just adds a little bit more to this comfy attire.

outfit details: overalls-cotton on, top-Bardot, shoes-miss shop, headband-kmart


Okay so I recently have just been dumped with this whole ‘you better start thinking about your future’ typa stuff and it is legit stressing me out.

I think the thing that is mostly causing me trouble is the fact that what I want to do with  my life I keep getting told is impossible, or too difficult and too much of a risk.

But I already have it figured out in terms of my ‘dream job’ and that should really be enough but unfortuantely it isn’t. This is what I want to do. I want to work in the fashion industry, I want to write, I want to travel and I want to publish my photos. All of these things combined make up my dream.

But I am constantly told that ‘barely anyone gets to turn their hobbies into real jobs that they can live off’ and that I’m better off leaving all of these things that are so important to me as just hobbies and nothing more. I think this is unfair and I think that if everyone woke up in the morning and were excited for what the day would bring and would leap out of bed because they love what they do than the world would be a much better place. That rather than ‘urgh work again’.

For some reason its only just hit me how important our life is, and that every single person is born with a talent and they should be doing something with it every day and doing what makes them happy. The fact that we are only ourselves once. I know this is hideously cliche but recently it has really meant something to me.

I don’t know, I just felt the need to write this down because it always makes me feel a lot better and helps me properly figure out what I’m thinking.

Anyways thankyou for listening to me ramble on.

I did a different shoot with this same outfit which I’ll publish soooon!